“Drugs Are Like That” (1969)
which ptsd emotion r u right now
1) vast, twisting emptiness
2) I Think The Body Is Cold And Hungry But I’m Also Pretty Sure It’s Not My Responsibility To Fix It
3) I want to snap my abusers neck like a fucking twig
4) small
5) everything on earth is my fault and I should die
6) Dirty™
7) *repeatedly makes shitty decisions because I’m already dead*
8) terror so thick you could choke on it
9) this deep feeling of unease in the pit of your stomach that kinda feels like someone’s holding a gun to your head and you know they’re gonna pull the trigger but you don’t know when
10) huh would you look at that… I’m shaking
11) can I get some uhhhhhhhhhhhhh jump off a bridge?
12) I can’t believe I lied about everything and made it all up wow…
13) drugs……… will make this better somehow
14) according to this list I just wrote, I made them do everything so not only is it all my fault, but I actually abused them by making them hurt me
I’m currently 7, 10, and 13 (don’t rb if you don’t have c/ptsd)
